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what do you do when..
what do you do when you realise u cant seem to control yourself.From the right and wrong. sigh. someone. help me. Thursday, September 1, 2011 @ 11:00 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
zzz
you aint got a freaking clue bout 'PRIVACY'. go away.
Sunday, July 17, 2011 @ 2:57 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
10 Facebook Sins
Source: http://xin.msn.com/This article's damn interestin. 1)Tag your friends in embarrassing photos 2)Bombard people with game/quiz/group requests 3)Change your profile pic to a photo of your new baby 4Constantly moan about being sad or underappreciated 5)Slag off your boss or a friend 6)Send a friend request to your children/nieces/nephews 7)Facestalk someone 8)Write status updates or wall posts in unintelligible text speak 9)Dump someone by changing your relationship status to single 10)Friend complete strangers Thursday, July 7, 2011 @ 9:39 AM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
Boo
Tuesday, June 21, 2011 @ 8:16 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
Dead Frappe, rest in peace.
Frappe died on 19 June 2011, around 6.30pm.It's really devastating. I guess mino'd miss frappe too. Lookin at your empty cage in the blacony, I'm sorry if I didn't play with you much when you were around. Sorry I didn't give much affection. Sorry bout everything. "You'll only learn how to appreciate something when it's gone." Now, I truly understand. Nothing can be changed anymore. Saturday, June 11, 2011 @ 7:40 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
Pointless.
Nothing seems important right now. My goal's fading away. I really really need something to pull it back. Get it imprinted permanently in my mind.Friday, May 27, 2011 @ 1:37 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
Worst
This the worst. The worst I did ever.Hah. Why? My attitude. My effort. Ima try my best this time. Really. Try. :) this the only thing I can do to repent. Thursday, May 26, 2011 @ 1:13 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
Endurance
This pain. This pain i caused. This pain that i deserved.I can't endure it any longer. Why can't there be something to heal all of this. You seek what you preach. Sometimes I wonder if I could travel overseas, get my head knocked a several times, lose my memory, start a new life. A brand new life. I don't care if I get stranded on the streets. Haha. Have I watched too much dramas? Tuesday, May 24, 2011 @ 7:50 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
Pain reliever
Pleasure seems to be my only pain reliever.When You've done something wrong. Pain comes in. Intrudes into Our heart. Pain always lasts. Always. Forgetting the pain, or what caused the pain is the ideal option. In order to forget. You relax. You party all out. You joke around. Act like nothing happened at all. The truth is, the pain is still there. When you stop. You realize you're back into reality. Pain emerges again. Attacking every single part of your heart. Puncturing holes in any spot of your heart they find. Torture. Pain. You only find yourself to have fallen into a pit of darkness. Guilt. Remorse. Helplessness. Let me tell you how this thing called Pain tortures you. You go to sleep, rolling on the bed from side to side, thinking bout what you've done wrong, guilt overwhelms you. You wake up, and the first thing in your mind's about what you've done wrong again. Guilt plus pain, and more pain. This pain will haunt you. Panadols don't help. Wonder what really does. Monday, May 23, 2011 @ 4:53 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
An end
I want everything to come to an end. Every single thing. @ 6:40 AM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
I do these because
I nap to keep me from thinking bout somethin troubling.I read to keep me from thinking bout somethin troubling. I end up in a daze to keep me from thinking bout somethin troubling. I play the piano to keep me from thinking bout somethin troubling. I blog to keep me from thinking bout somethin troubling. Friday, May 20, 2011 @ 12:36 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
Nothing
Ima write till my heart's empty..There's too much. Nothin I can do. Nothin I can do to rewind time. Nothin I can do to change the person I am now. Nothin can change. @ 12:27 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
Bad apple
That's what I am. I feel a gush of anger, pain, remorse through my whole body. Headaches all day. Giddy. Yea, go on torturing me.. Go on.. I know I deserved this.. Maybe I can't change.. A leopard can't change it's spots.. Yea. What am I to do now? What? Get home? Face it? Or run away from every problem of mine. No matter how hard I try to let my tears flow. Nothing happens. Something's pressing against this heart of mine. @ 6:43 AM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
Not alright
Ah. I dont feel so well, & I know exactly why.I slept, I don't even know if I slept, maybe I just closed my eyes throughout. When I supposed to wake up, I force my eyes to close, never to open again. Then I had those thoughts again. But I shouldn't, I know I shouldn't. Ah, I've been thinking bout how to run away from my problems & came out with a few options. Hah. Maybe I should solve them. But how? Thursday, May 19, 2011 @ 9:59 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
Me
Did i really not put in enough effort? @ 8:49 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
No one
No one understands me enough. I want someone i can lean on. Someone who doesnt just criticise me all the time. Someone i can talk to whenever im down. Someone who sees me for who i am. Someone i can rely on. Someone i can trust. Or maybe i just need someone, who'd be there for me all the time. All the time. I dont want to hug my bolster & cry to sleep. Maybe i dont deserve anyone. Ah heavens. At least i have my dog. @ 4:06 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
Deep down
How much further am I going to sink in to? I've realized why I've become. Someone who doesn't know self-control, doesn't know manners, doesn't know the right from wrong. Just someone that can't be helped anymore. Like everyone said, im someone who doesnt have any good points, achievments. Nothing. I've always tried to look or find a way to change everything. Everything bout me. But it always crashes in the middle of it. Maybe I'm abnormal. Maybe I'm just plain stupid. No maybe Its my attitude. Yea my attitude, something ive always wanted to change. So someone just kill me, gimme another second chance in life. Wanna live a brand new life, that's what I want.. @ 6:39 AM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
Afraid
I'm scared. I've fallen into a pit of darkness, always filled with remorse. I've lost sight of any goals, motivations. Why can't I just be someone I can look up to myself, someone I'm proud of. I've always tried, maybe I haven tried enough..Wednesday, May 18, 2011 @ 6:06 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
Wishful Thinking
Sometimes, I wish i was born in Australia or somewhere far away from here.I dont care if other countries have many natural disasters, I dont care if i got shot by a terrorist , I dont care if i get hit by a tsunami, I dont care if i got infected with an incurable disease either. I dont mind dying a happy woman. Laughs. I just want to get away from this stressful Singapore. Ive always envied the people living in Australia, people next door share such close bonds with one another. The people there are so much more friendly, less selfish. Kids go to school with much freedom & fun. Teenagers, i've often heard how wonderful their schools are, not stressful at all & filled with lots of excitement. Ah, a carefree life, that's what i want, it's something i think i cant have in Singapore. I dont get it, im so unhappy with my life here. Thinkin bout it makes me wanna migrate. Ah. Sometimes i wonder why i live this life. Living my life, what would the outcome be. Death? Of course. But how bout the process? The process's the most important thing in life. Tuesday, May 17, 2011 @ 4:27 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
Beastly
Watched the movie BEASTLY, a romantic fantasy film, starring Vanessa Hudgens and Alex Pettyfer. Ah. It was an awesome movie. Somewhat like another version of Beauty & The Beast. An ending with a sweet kiss & an iloveyou. Romantic much? Saturday, May 14, 2011 @ 8:38 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
无奶不是娘
Learnt this today during my Chinese tuition: 无奶不是娘Before my tuition teacher explained this phrase,I was wondering whether this was a pervertic phrse. I thought it meant : People who do not produce milk are not woman / No Boobs Not a Woman Ah. What a pervertic thought. Screammmmm! The real meaning : 一个娘不给奶,还叫娘吗? Hmm. At least I learnt somethin yea? :x Thursday, May 12, 2011 @ 8:32 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
Conor Maynard
Conor Maynard's one of my idols now :)Awesome voice. Love the covers he does. Please do listen to his covers below! :) Love The Way You Lie Part 2 - Eminem & Rihanna Tuesday, May 10, 2011 @ 5:23 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
Awesome Reality
Having this new blog really helps. Its like trying to get out of my old boring life into a new one.I wanna change things from before. I wanna be hyper like ive never before. Go crazy, out of my mind. Blablabla. "No matter how far you run from reality, you can never truly escape. Everythin catches up with you in the end. And when it does, it usually kicks you in the ass." My favourite quote. Sunday, May 8, 2011 @ 11:49 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
Doubts
Im really irritating aint I?Im doubting myself. Really doubting myself. Somebody tell me. Or just give me the perfect lie & end my misery. Saturday, May 7, 2011 @ 11:31 AM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
The secret life of guys & girls.
Here's some different scenarios that I recall from the Teenage magazine.Awesome Facts. 99.9% True. Didnt want to admit it, but, some of these scenarios happen to me quite often. Do all girls think quite alike? Guys, they have a different thinking then us girls. Please do read these scenarios, I find it quite hilarious & silly how they really occur in our lives. Girls think : If a guy teases me, he likes me and wants me to be his girlfriend. Guys think : Youre not the only girl I tease. I tease all my friends who are girls. Girls think: When a guy doesnt call me back, he's playing hard-to-get. Guys think: When i dont call you back, Im not playing hard-to-get. Im just seriously not interested in you. Girls think: When a boy says he doesnt want to talk about seomthing, he actually does. Guys think: When I say I dont want to talk about something, I actually mean it. It has nothing to do with reverse psychology! Girls think: I think a guy should always share his problems and not bottle it inside. Guys think: I'll only share my problems with you if I know you can fix it. Girls think: I saw him checking out a girl when we were out together. It's a sign he is a flirt! Guys think: Guys check girls out all the time! It doesnt mean Im a flirt. It's not like Ive asked for her number or something. Girls think: If he takes over three hours to reply my SMS, it must mean he is no longer interested in me! Guys think: I might be busy! Who has the time to reply your SMSes every couple of minutes anyway? Girls think: I like to drop hints about what I want from a guy. Guys think: Im not a mind reader. There is no way Im going to be able to guess what youre thinking. Friday, May 6, 2011 @ 8:03 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
One week of exams over.
Feel freakin relaxed after i took majority of my papers already.1 more week and everythin would be done. exams. whatever. To hell with the papers. Here's the thing, Blogger's like my only friend. Okay, i sound like a loner here. Well, maybe i am. ._. Ah, cant seem to do anything bout' it though. :) I Love Me Me & Me. Hahaha. Let me blab bout' my life. Mine. I miss my primary school life, friends, memories. Now, I miss my sec 1 & 2 school life. I miss everythin. Maybe i didnt treasure anythin. Nothin at all. Friends drifting apart. Once close friends, now strangers. Kinda like strangers. A wave means alot too, but not enough, just not enough. It hurts, knowing that we're now in different classes. Hah. I just have to live with it. Till i graduate, till i grow old, till i find myself in the underworld. Ah, someimtes giving up's the only choice is it? I'll try to find another way though. :) Another thing, sometimes, i wonder whether im bitchy or arrogant, wanna look at myself clearly. Am i annoying? Am i Anti Social? Am i a loner? Or am i simply a no-life? These questions, why am i asking myself for? Can anyone tell me what kinda person i am? I want to know myself. I want to know more bout' Me Me Me & Me! :( Changing the topic, recently, i have this convo with a very interesting friend haha. Going totally crazy on the topic of Satan & God. The Bad & Good. I love it when i go crazy over talks, blabbering nonsense's my thing. Bla Bla Bla. :) " Sometimes reality come crashing into us. Other times it dawns on us slowly. Despite our best effort to ignore it. " Favourite Quote of the Month. So Very True Aint It? :) Thursday, May 5, 2011 @ 10:05 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
Sarcasms
Am I a sarcasm-freak? Cause i really do love sarcasms. Dont they seem too funny.Check this one out. " Please keep talking. I always yawn when im interested. " :) " I do not hate you. Just hope your next period happens in a shark tank. " :) Epic Epic Epic? Monday, April 25, 2011 @ 6:35 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
SOS!
Ahh. Ahh. Ahh. Help Help.Nope im not insane. The mid years are coming like in 1 weeks time! Ima faint.. Monday, April 18, 2011 @ 10:15 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
Obsession ♥
Im really obsessed with this song, awesome much. Its really pulling me in. Here's the summary: Here's my confession, I want your obsession. Heh. :)! Lyrics: (Intro) Woah (x2) (Verse 1) Listen up I'm gonna' tell you bit about myself I got a situation, ain't concerning nobody else Just you and what you can do for me (Ooh) I had the life of ordinary, I spat it out Now my condition's kind of scary, I need you now Not love but I need something else (Hook) So here's my confession (This time x2) Don't just want you to love me I want to be your attention (This time x2) Want my name on the Marky (Chorus) I want you (To want me) I want you (To need me) I want you To hear my confession I want to be your Obsession (Whoa) (Verse 2) I'll fake sick, shy until you never let me go So I can be your addiction in the stereo I could be, just your type of high (I can give what you like) Your talkin' bout' the narcissist, it meants, in Hollywood I'm lovin' myself, the word I need's for you to feel good (Let's go) Let the music just take control @ 10:00 PM | 0 comment(s) / add a comment. | back to the top.
NEW BLOG YEA~ ♥
Found this cool blogskin~ ♥ Anyways. Found my previous blog ( www.jazzcarbon.blogspot.com ) too boring so i decided to try this new blog out. I'll see whether to stick to my old one or this new one~ :) |
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